Hi my name is Lee-Ann but i have the nickname leeman which i have decide to use for mostly all my use name,profile, titles etc.... over the year i have change it up a little bit by changing it to "GOTHIC LEEMAN" "MISS LEEMAN GOTH" and so on. I'm a young proud Australian with proud aboriginal and pommy ancestry i love my family and proud of them all at the beginning around the ages 12- 16 i have always feel like the black sheep "not the black sheep in meaning doing drug etc... the rebel" NO i meaning due to becoming a part of the Gothic sub-culture.
Making me feel like i was really different to them all, But then i was very different from them any way i had a country up bring which i loved. Living on a small farm like home cow, horse, chicken etc... Where all my family are from Sydney,Wollongong etc.. So they ever big city people. Went i would see my family every year for xmas family invists we would come across as really different people from the cloths style, interest, the gossip etc..... See from me coming from the country i really had no idea what the world is really like or more the point kids my own age are really like so i would get little taste of city life when seeing my family..
So That kind a little bit about my family life as a kids but i got to keep the ball rolling from the ages of 12 i started to get a little bit of a feel and interests in darker things, like i always enjoy a vampire movies then a teenage chick flick, heaver music style then the crap they had on TV or radio, but also as a 90s kids goth start to show it self into the mainstream world because we all know goth start showing it self in the 70s - 80s well the 90s when i was a kids it start to come out in the open and not just any underground thing,,, so as a kid with out knowing it, I was getting the taste of goth from movies like "nightmare before Christmas, Beetle juices, craft, and so many more movie with goth type characters and i in love with them. Also really love horror movies but my parent would really let me watch them type of movies i had to wait until i when to friends houses to watch those kid of movies.. This is a bad example got i just tell you what i got the taste of "linkin park song crawling"
This song really open my eye up to darker kinds of music at the age of 12 this was a very dark theme video too me and also band like Evanescence it was later on until i start doing some research and looking for new kind of music that i found my way to real and much better bands like:
The cure
The sister of mercy
Siousie and the banshees
Sex gang child
Alien Sex Fiend,
Bauhaus,
Voltaire,
Christian Death,
Joy Division,
Skeletal family,
The 69 eyes.
The Virgin Prunes,
The Fields of the Nephilim,
The Cocteau Twins,
45 Graves,
Dead Can Dances,
Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds
Lacuna Coil
And so on
What i really trying to say is we all start off somewhere and as we get older we grow as a person their a hole lot more i could getting into but then people would start to lost interest in what i am all about.... i started my goth tree at 12 and as i became older and start to become my own person which then in turn i found my self living the Gothic life style i then later on start making friends going to party meet a boy, moving in with that person and made a family with him and i now have two beautiful boy i start to dive into that when i make another blog and i mostly writing a little bit more about my life before becoming a mother but their for later on enjoyment i going to leaving this blog hear i know their a lot of miss but this was really a small introduction after all...
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